In fact I cried that whole night till morning. I was so hurt by her actions and words.
It was all like the girl was trying to push me to hell.
The next morning Dede never called.
A week passed and Dede never called. Anytime I pick up my phone to call her, all that comes out is tears rolling down my cheek. It was such a girlish act for a young man like me to be crying but I had no control over my tears. They just kept coming anytime Dede's thoughts fall into my head.
I had no choice but to delete Dede's number from my phone. I even changed my whole phone because the phone also reminds me of Dede in so many ways.
It was about a month and two weeks since I last heard from Dede.
I received a call from a strange number. Even though I deleted Dede's number, I could still recognize her number when I see it.
I was just there looking while the phone was ringing. I was just thinking if she was going to add more pain to the wounds she has already created in my heart or she was going to mend them.
The phone rang for 3 times and I didn't answer the calls. The forth time, I answered the call and this is what she said;
"Joe!, I just wanted to ask you to stop thinking about me. Please do me a simple favor by not calling this number again. Even if you call, I am not going to answer. Go and find someone else to date."
It was too much to take in. She couldn't even hold on to tell me why she did that.
Within 30 minutes, I have called her like 100 times but she didn't answer any of my calls instead she turned off her phone.
I felt what it was really like to get a brokenheart. It felt like the last chords joining my heart were tearing apart. I cried all night long.
The following day, I didn't go to work, I didn't eat, I didn't bath and I didn't answer any call. It continued for 1 day more before I came out, took my bath and ate.
My phone was off. So I charged my phone and went through all the important calls. I had nothing to tell them than to say "I am sick."
After going through the important calls, I called Dede one more time but she didn't answer.
I went into my SMS and composed a new message that reads;
"I love you no matter where you go, no matter how you treat me and no matter who you have become. You have your own reason for what you are doing but I will plead with you to watch your back while you go forward. No matter how many times I cry, I will still be there when you need me.
I love you and I will forever love you. Its never goodbye."
The story didn't end there.
How Love Left Me
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