We met Dede.
She was looking so elegant and very beautiful like never before.
I couldn't stand the heat but Sellina is cool with me so I had a little courage to wave at her and say "hi".
It was a very chilled evening and I could smell love in the air that evening.
As Sellina paused the walk, I felt that she was going to put me into a big mess. I decided to escape the heat so I was like; "Sellina, I want to take the lead."
As I moved an inch, I realized there is something pulling the back of my shirt so I looked back and saw that Sellina has anchored me.
I looked at her face and she smiled and asked; "Where do you think you are going? Do you want to leave me here?".
Then I replied; "You were talking to someone so I have to move since time is running."
She said; "Don't worry, we will go right now."
I had no other excuse to pour out so I anchored myself peacefully. I just said peacefully but to be frank, I wasn't at peace at all. We were standing in an opened area were you can feel the cold breeze in the atmosphere but trust me, I wasn't in that atmosphere with them at all.
I was in my own atmosphere where heat is generated from the top of my head down to my feet. I was just praying in my head that their conversation shouldn't last longer than 3 minutes.
In about 4 minutes, they finished saying whatever they where saying. I couldn't hear anything they said because I was so busy listening to myself deep inside my head.
Then Sellina decided to introduce her new boyfriend to her friend. In fact that was one of the worst experiences I have ever had in my entire life. I could see jealousy from the eyes of Dede. I felt that I have disappointed myself.
Sellina introduced me to Dede as her new boyfriend even though she didn't ask me for a date. I was never going to ask her for a date because I didn't love her at all. She introduced me in such a funny way and it all looked like a joke but I was so pissed off deep inside.
Dede on the other hand wasn't pissed off because she knew Sellina was just joking but she was a bit jealous. I know when someone is jealous so I can say that Dede was jealous.
Then Dede left and we also continued our journey. I was so pissed but something about me is even when I am pissed off, I still keep smiling.
Then less than 3 minutes, we were at the lorry station where I have to get into a taxi and be on my way home. Then Sellina asked for my phone number so I took the bowl from her and gave her my phone so that she can dial her number for mine to appear on her phone.
All of a sudden, the last taxi was about leaving the station so I took my phone from her and dialed her number so that she can see mine. I hopped into the taxi and the taxi left the station.
About 10 minutes drive away from the station, my phone rang and I looked. It was Sellina. I thought it was a mistake so I didn't pickup. Few minutes later, she called again and I picked up the call.
Her first statement rendered me very confused for a minute.
The story continues. How Love Left Me
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