I saw two girls chatting with my boss infront of the shop which one of the girls was the girl I have been admiring secretly. That very day, I realized that things don't always happen the way we want them to but they appear as surprises sometimes.
This very surprise was too heavy to carry because I wasn't prepared for it. I stood and checked if somebody saw me coming but it seemed non of them were looking at my direction so I immediately returned back to the lorry station quietly just to kill time.
I went to buy things that I wasn't ready to buy. I bought porridge which I wasn't ready to take that morning because I have taken breakfast already. I was doing that just to kill time but guess what?
After wasting like more than 20 minutes at the lorry station, I decided to walk slowly to the shop because the girls were not ready to leave the shop.
As I walked, I was thinking about what to say and what to do. It felt like I have already told the girl that I love her and she rejected my proposal. I was even wondering whether she somehow knew what I was thinking.
When I got to the shop, I greeted with a pounding heart. They could hear the vibration of my heartbeats in my utterances. The other girl who is a friend to the girl I admire is a very jovial girl so she called me as I entered the shop and asked me my name. I told her my name then she said her name is Sellina and her friend's name is Dede(The girl I admire).
I became very happy at that moment and every heart pounding, nervousness all went away.
When I was inside doing my normal daily work activities, my attention was still outside listening to their conversations and the conversation that I could remember vividly is this one.
Sellina: "Your boy looks very cute and innocent"
Boss: "Yeah.... He is very timid. Please don't disturb him for me"
Sellina: "I'm going to disturb him"
Dede: "Don't go and spoil the innocent boy ooo"
Boss: "He won't even mind you"
Then they all laughed at it as a joke. How Love Left Me
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